What to do? What to do?

As I see my future slowly pass before my eyes, I realize how bleak this portion of my life has become. My small room has become cell of non stop work. The lack of a break and lack of relaxation has made me stir crazy within these four walls. It just never seems to end. I feel like the light at the end of the tunnel is just too far away. Why oh why?
Right now, as I sit and ponder about my work, I try to comprise an interesting topic; however, I am failing. My inability to compose any sort of complex thought has left me in the dust. I truly lack the mental capacity and facilities to provide the world, or even just myself, with something worthwhile. Nothing but contrived nonsense and garbage comes out. Like always I just need a break. I need a chance to refresh, recharge, and recuperate. Hopefully, the future will be brighter.

On the upside, tonight was an excellent night for star gazing.

Illness

I truly hate being sick. I just miserable and in a fog. This week in my life will be miserable. I am swamped with work and on top of that I feel terrible. When will it end?... Never I suppose. I wish everything was just so much easier. If only, if only. I'm sick of being tired; I'm sick of being overwork; I'm sick of being sick, but most importantly, I am sick of everything.

Hello

Hello Goodbye

Relaxation

Many a day I have pondered the need for relaxation. Ok, so this may not be exactly true. More or less I have been trying to work and have instead been struck with the notion. Relaxation, how important is it? I try to believe from time to time that one can just work constantly, but now I am starting to change my mind. I am starting to feel burned out. My life now begs for an opportunity to kick back and relax, but in reality most of the time I don't have this luxury. I must constantly push myself to keep going. I know if I don't that failure is the only thing in my future. Relaxation, it is so important. If only I had more time for it. Maybe then my life would be better... who knows.

Sleep it rhymes with sheep...

Well just beginning with an aside. Have ever thought about the fact that sleep rhymes with sheep? Is that why people count sheep when they try to sleep? Just a thought that I was pondering. Ok... just one more tangent before I truly begin. Did you know that German scientists have a new hypothesis about migratory birds. The new theory is that migratory birds fly to same place every year, because they can see the earth's magnetic field. I personally just find that mind boggling. They can see the earth's magnetic field. How on earth is that possible? Just a random thought I had.
So... as it may be well ascertained. My focus today is gone out the window. I lack the ability to write cohesive ideas. This is becoming an issue in my life. I can no longer have a legitimate argument or train of thought. Trying to create cohesive and logical ideas is not an easy task. Why can't all opinions just be regarded? What is the true point of persuasion? Why does everyone have to be right? Well... focus is important... logic is important... but other than that I am lost for the rest.